Friday, Aug 31, 2018
I woke up crying on Aug 1. Well, maybe I didn’t wake up crying, but I was in a mood. Everything felt different and it didn’t take long before I realized what it was that was on my mind. So much was about to change and, while they were good, exciting things, it was a reminder of the fact that time just doesn’t stop to slow down because I want to soak in the moments.
August first meant:
1 week until Maddie turns six
2 weeks until Maddie starts kindergarten
3 weeks until Peter turns 1
4 weeks until Sarah meets her preschool teacher
5 weeks until Sarah starts school
See? All good! But, yet, I found myself sobbing that day. And over the course of the next couple of weeks, I would sneak into my children’s bedrooms at night, stroke their cheeks as the slept, prayed over them and held my little baby (yep, picked him up right out of the crib at 2 in the morning!) while he is still a baby.
And you know what, it was sweet, emotional and precious. Knowing that time was passing made me reflect and be more watchful and, that I am grateful for.
What I saw:
1. Maddie had the best birthday party at the park with her friends on her actual birthday! So many kids came to play and they just ran around and laughed for hours even after it started to drizzle! Auntie showed up and surprised us, too!
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| That time when Maddie got stuck in the baby swing on her 6th birthday. |
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| Coming in out of the rain |
2. We made memories. We went shopping for new school clothes one day, giving me some special bonding time with Mads. Another day, the kids and I walked to Maddie’s school together, sat under a tree and prayed for the upcoming year. We thanked God for school, teachers, our ability to learn and grow and we asked him for safety, endurance, fun and health! I hope to carry on this tradition every year stationed right out in front of the kids’ schools.
3. The day before Maddie started kindergarten, we went to the pool as one last hurrah of summer. We truly soaked summer up this year (tons of outings to the park, pool, Santa’s Village, zoo and vacations galore!), so we wanted to end it with a really fun day doing one of Mads’ favorite activities. And, as I stood back and watched my 3 children splashing around having fun, I saw Maddie sneakily approaching me. She was trying to sneak behind me so she could surprise me and jump on my back, but she was in full view: plain sight. not hidden in the least. But she had this smile on her face. The biggest smile you could imagine and time did seem to go in slow motion in that moment. Maybe it was the way her body was slowly wading through the water, or maybe it was my mind taking a mental picture of her beautiful face, but the moment seemed to last forever and she slowly got closer and closer to me with her radiant smile never faltering. In that moment I thanked God for the past six years I was blessed to stay home and play with my little girl every day and also for this sweet memory I will always have of her as she is still a little, mischievous, playful, silly girl.
4. The sunflower. When we brought home Maddie’s sunflower on her last day of preschool, I never could have guessed how God would use it as a meaningful symbol. Maddie planted the sunflower seeds in a small cup at school and we transferred it to our garden when the weather was warm enough. All summer, we patiently watched as it grew, stretching higher and higher toward the sun (Son). It’s bud grew bigger and bigger and we eagerly waited for it to bloom. On the Eve of Maddie’s first day of school, we looked out at this sunflower, which was now at least 8-feet-tall, and it’s flower was finally starting to open. And the morning she stepped foot into her kindergarten class, the flower was fully bloomed, just like my little girl was. God was telling me:
She’s grown.
She’s ready.
She’s beautiful.
I’ve got this.
I’m faithful.
My timing is perfect.
Trust me.
5. The morning of her first day, Maddie woke up screaming with glee! She exclaimed, “It’s my first day! It’s my first day! It’s my first day!” She could not be more excited. We got ready, hopped in the car, walked to the school drop-off-line and then I stood back and waited. She seemed like such a big girl. Sarah told me she was going to miss Maddie and went to her and gave her a kiss and a hug (I’m so glad I caught that on my camera!). Then, before I knew it, she was walking through the front doors of the school. She was so brave and I was so proud. Sarah, Peter, and I went to the park and I counted the minutes before it was time to pick her up. And when that time came, we were all so happy to be reunited. Maddie loved eating lunch at school, had a fun time, but was looking forward to being home and playing with Sarah. And I finally got my hug that I had been waiting for all day!
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| Vanessa and Steve visiting from MI. <3 |
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| Peter got his first shoes about a week after his first birthday! |
7. Peter and Maddie had a lovely joint birthday party (Pirate and Fairy Themed! and we are so grateful to everyone who was able to celebrate with us. It was truly a blast and we are so thankful for the memories we could share with you all.

8. Maddie lost her first tooth! And we were all home together to experience it. :)
9. And, most recently, Sarah met her teachers for the first time. She said she was shy as we approached the classroom, but when she got there, she was so excited to find her cubby and see all the toys she would get to play with! She started playing right away, painted a picture, we read a book together and she even asked her teacher if she could take a picture with her. She told her teacher how to spell her name and, when asked if she could write it, she said, “only the H,” as she made an H in the air with her hand. (she’s a prodigy. just saying). When it was time to go, she cried because she didn’t want to go home. I’m not going to lie; that was bittersweet. While I want my kids to want to go to school, I want them to want to stay home with me, too! Sarah came home so excited about starting the following week and only wishes she could go for more than just two days. She’s going to do great next week.
Psalm 57:7-11
My heart is steadfast, O God,
my heart is steadfast!
I will sing and make melody!
Awake, my glory![b]
Awake, O harp and lyre!
I will awake the dawn!
I will give thanks to you, O Lord, among the peoples;
I will sing praises to you among the nations.
For your steadfast love is great to the heavens,
your faithfulness to the clouds.
Be exalted, O God, above the heavens!
Let your glory be over all the earth!



































































































